aftermath!!

Aftermath of this cocktail, it’s taking me to the different places. One minute ago, I was in a couch, sipping alcohol like my throat is dried out because of thirstiness. I poured Jack Daniel’s and Vodka in my glass and start drinking like it is my morning coffee. One after another, even before I realised, I finished the 6th one. And my head start feeling heavy for a moment and it start slowing down. I felt like I am in a roller coaster and running in the speed of light. This universe, this world and everything around me, I felt everything is running so fast. Yet my thoughts were running in a slow pace. After a couple of round in roller coaster, my heart start pounding so loudly, and it felt like I am carrying an ice cold stone in my heart. It was heavy. I wanted to forget but I failed even after I emptied countless of Jack Daniel’s and Vodka.

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05/08/2017

As they said, the pain is real in next morning. It’s true. I had an accident last night but it was minor. I could have died or the accident could be major if I wasn’t riding my motorbike in average speed. Got some minor injuries but the scary part is they said I blacked out. I tried to remember everything afterwards but I couldn’t, I just remember the car coming towards me and next thing I remember is I was on the road. They said I passed out for a couple of minutes until one old man wake me up. Even after the accident I was okay. Might be I don’t know how to react coz it never happened to me before, I looked alright. They said I look fine. And as being a martial artist, this pain looks familiar so I didn’t care much about it. But I end up going hospital anyway and everything went fine.

But this morning, this pain is kinda too much. Chest is burning, back are aching but I am trying to stay strong coz I know, I have been here before. I am familiar with this pain so I think I will get over it and it will heal like it supposed to(finger crossed).